I dunno I really need this ramble.
Why do I feel so alone… I’m not depressed idk. Many things are getting to me right now and idk. I just need to leave everything an everyone behind. Including my boyfriend. I love him and I don’t want to break up with him but I deserve so much better. I don’t know if he does it intentionally or what but idk sometimes he just makes me feel like shit and idk I know I deserve better but I’m just do afraid that once I leave I’ll miss him and idk idk what to do! I dunno I have mixed emotions right now. I just don’t understand tho like he acts like he doesn’t care so why is he still with me idk.. I just don’t know I guess.. Sorry guys that was my ramble.
What the hell!?!
What the fucking baby Jesus just happen? Urgh wtf Eder I swear I dunno anything anymore! Fml
Vent
So I am turning 18 in about 20 min. It’s crazy so crazy. Ha it seems like yesterday my sister and I were outside playing with water balloons and everything. Time does fly and as it come one must grow up. But to be honest I am so scared. Because once the clock strikes 12:00 a different clock starts for me. And I dunno, things for me wi get real really soon and I’m just scared, I don’t know what’s next and who knows. Yes I’m excited but I’m still scared. I am very happy tho that I get to spend it with the one person I love the most in this whole world. I’d give everything up for him. I dunno. This was just one of my venting rants. But well going to bed I expect to have fun this weekend so good night.
We fight, we yell, we cuss, we fail.
You punch, I smack. We insult and fight back. U win I lose. U lose I win. U hurt me I hurt u. By after all that at the end of the day we love each other and we may not have the perfect relationship but damn it’s a one of kind and I enjoy every single minute of it! I fucking love u Colton Ryan Rumple!
